I've been listening to this song in the radio for a couple of times and I just got around to downloading it and reading the lyrics. And you know what I just realized? If this song had been released around 4 months ago, i probably would have gotten it playing in my iPod non-stop for days. And it's really ironic because the song isn't the type to cheer you up or make you feel better. Thing is it's kind of rare for me to find one particular song that fit my life exactly the same at a particular time. And this one hits the bulls eye. Four months ago that is.
I know this sounds really unfair, and I don't know if you'll eventually get to read this entry someday. But thinking back, the happenings last March and April make me feel bad when I think about it. I've never been a fan of bad breakups, but I can't confidently say that ours was peaceful. If I said sorry, I'd be such an ass. So I won't. Normally, I'd be cool with talking to you just like how I talk to your friends, but I think a little space between us would be the best right now. I heard that you're getting close with your old friend again. I just hope you're happy with her and she takes care of you. Don't rush too fast into things because you might do something you'll eventually regret. Always think about your actions before you do anything. I know you're good at that. I hope she doesn't spoil you too because you are seriously spoiled already. You need to grow! :) and that wasn't an insult. Okay I change my mind. I'm going to say sorry anyway, just for being inconsiderate. That was my biggest fault no matter how I look at things. Someday, I know we're going to be friends again. Normal friends who wouldn't think about things that can ruin the friendship. I think we're both happy with our lives right now. I don't know when we'll be able to see each other personally, or even talk with each other through the phone. That time will come someday and we'll both be smiling when that happens. :)
I know this sounds really unfair, and I don't know if you'll eventually get to read this entry someday. But thinking back, the happenings last March and April make me feel bad when I think about it. I've never been a fan of bad breakups, but I can't confidently say that ours was peaceful. If I said sorry, I'd be such an ass. So I won't. Normally, I'd be cool with talking to you just like how I talk to your friends, but I think a little space between us would be the best right now. I heard that you're getting close with your old friend again. I just hope you're happy with her and she takes care of you. Don't rush too fast into things because you might do something you'll eventually regret. Always think about your actions before you do anything. I know you're good at that. I hope she doesn't spoil you too because you are seriously spoiled already. You need to grow! :) and that wasn't an insult. Okay I change my mind. I'm going to say sorry anyway, just for being inconsiderate. That was my biggest fault no matter how I look at things. Someday, I know we're going to be friends again. Normal friends who wouldn't think about things that can ruin the friendship. I think we're both happy with our lives right now. I don't know when we'll be able to see each other personally, or even talk with each other through the phone. That time will come someday and we'll both be smiling when that happens. :)
"Di Lang Ikaw"
by Juris
Pansin mo ba ang pagbabago?
Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
Tila di na nananabik
Sa iyong yakap at halik
Sana'y malaman mo
Hindi sinasadya
Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya
Chorus:
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nababahala
Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan
Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan
Pansin mo ba ang nararamdaman
Di na tayo magkaintindihan
Tila hindi na maibabalik
Tamis ng yakap at halik
Maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
Di sasayangin ang iyong panahon
Ikaw ay magiging Masaya
Sa yakap at sa piling ng iba
Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
Tila di na nananabik
Sa iyong yakap at halik
Sana'y malaman mo
Hindi sinasadya
Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya
Chorus:
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nababahala
Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan
Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan
Pansin mo ba ang nararamdaman
Di na tayo magkaintindihan
Tila hindi na maibabalik
Tamis ng yakap at halik
Maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
Di sasayangin ang iyong panahon
Ikaw ay magiging Masaya
Sa yakap at sa piling ng iba
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