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On First Love

"maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be, everything that was proven wrong."

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Uncontrollable

PMS , also known as the Premenstrual Syndrome, is a disorder characterized by a set of hormonal changes that trigger disruptive symptoms in women for up to two weeks prior to menstruation. When I was a kid, I used to think that there was also a Postmenstrual Syndrome that I also liked to call PMS. Which is stupid, because, is it really possible for an acronym to mean two same things just different in timing? It's obviously just me trying to justify my constant moodswing which is IMO very normal for girls my age. IMO because there aren't a lot of people who agree with me.

So I was having a really bad Monday...an extremely bad Monday actually and tripping in a jeepney (yes, I tripped. in a jeepney. go figure) just couldn't stop my emotional cart from running off the cliff. I had to go through an uncontrollable emotional breakdown in the middle of commute, with a headache! My.God. I call it uncontrollable because I couldn't stop myself from sending a 5page destructive emotional message to my boyfriend. And lashing out at the next best person, my true friend RC who was able to put up with my rants without giving up on me. Hahaha! Clap clap! Standing ovation to you! That's +1 truefriendvote. I swear half of what I was talking about was nonesense and after murdering my phone keys I sent another less destructive 3page essay to my boyfriend. Now all I can say is, thank God we're still together. Hahaha! Just kidding. Buti nalang understandin siya. True love ko kaya yun. Ewww cheeezyy! LOL. Ibang klase talaga pag may PMS (post). NOT. And as for the photo, that's basically the summary of my day. All those emotions quickly changing amongst one another. Besides that, panira moment lang after I finished my 5page essay with a :( and after I press enter may nakasimangot na android. Kumusta naman. Haha
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