Pictura

Pictura

On First Love

"maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be, everything that was proven wrong."

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Angst.

What a miserable miserable life. I'm surrounded more by people I don't want to be friends with. Nobody will understand. Nobody wants to understand. I feel that life is boring. I feel that most people are shallow and they're sucking me down with them. I hate the fact that I choose to see the best in people. I hate..fake. I hate being nice. It used to be so fun when I wasn't such a good girl. I hate pretending to be nice to haughty user-like people. I hate stupid people who think I can't see their real intentions. I hate not talking about what's wrong with me. I hate people who don't care. I love talking. I was born to talk. I hate being left to solve my own problems. I hate people who think they're above me when they are so below me they practically look like dots. I am grossed out by people who ... I want to puke. Just thinking about those pacuteness-hiding-seductions are grossing me out. What a slut. I hate gang wars. I hate emotionally immature people. I hate people who think they're too smart for themselves. I hate pretentious people who I need to get along with. I hate girls who try to be beautiful when they're actually ugly inside and out. I hate goody-two-shoes who do more mental sin that bitches.