On First Love
"maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be, everything that was proven wrong."
The woman is a very complicated being. Simply put, we are very hard to understand. We have always been known to be irrational and unpredictable but most of all, moody. More specifically, there is a time every month that we are allowed a certain level of moodiness that is morally acceptable by the world. Why? Because it is at this time that we undergo suffering by Mother Nature that entails us to go through great pain and loss (of RBC), only us women. During this period, we are allowed to frown all we want. We are allowed to glare at random people who annoy us. We are allowed to have a 180-degree turn in personality... And that's me being bitter. We're not really allowed all that. We ARE allowed to offer an explanation as to why we're being bratty all of a sudden and leave it at that. There are times, however, that the pain is too great for us to even offer anything at all, not even a reaction. So people go wondering if yanything bad has happened to you after seeing the stricken or frowning look on your face. Right now, I can't even think straight. Everytime someone talks to me I can barely understand a thing. All I can think about is the wonderful bruise on their left cheek after I punch their face. That goes for people who go near me, try to touch me, or try to look at my monitor. The earphones and my yellow Nike jacket with its hood up should be a sign already. Off limits.

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