Angsty Pimple

I was feeling sing-song happy listening to Katy Perry's "The One That Got Away" thinking about my boyfriend and I SUDDENLY catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. and I freaked out. I really did. This morning I was just telling myself that I'd be changing the brand of day/night creams and facial wash I was using ASAP. I am definitely not going to use those stupid ***** creams tonight and EVER AGAIN. When I started having pimples I thought it was part of the normal cleaning-my-skin process. But then it never stopped. There was NO day ever since I started using that line that I didn't have at least one big pimple, or many small pimples on my forehead. A few minutes ago I just saw a few whiteheads joining the fray. THAT IS ONE BIG F*CK. IT'S BUULLLLSHIIIIIIT. I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS. My forehead is f*cking gross. It's SO F*CKING GROSSSSSSS. I'm feeling SO SO SO PISSED AND ANGRY $&()!*$)!@*(#)!@*#_!@(#!@_# GAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! I know it's sort of my fault that my skin is not the way it used to be: clean and smooth. just because I wasn't the type to have a long nighttime regimen for my face. BUT I'M SURE those stupid creams gave me 3 pimple SCARS, and MANY MORE STUPID SCARS ON MY FACE. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I DON'T CARE I AM DEFINITELY STEALING MY CREDIT CARD FROM MY SISTER AND USING IT TOMORROW TO SHOP FOR SO MANY F*CKING FACIAL CARE PRODUCTS AND I DON'T CARE HOW EXPENSIVE THEY ARE.